Thursday, November 13, 2008

library twice again...

so here I am in the library AGAIN aGAIN....
yahs...PE lesson,
felt like murdering xxxxxx ridiculous idiot to
noy check his own timetable if there is SS today.
That ain't the thing I am so fuming mad about.
but about --- respect for the country.
came dragging towards me during the national anthem.
and asked: "eh. today got SS not?"
I was like thinking 'can I slap you?'
while on the verge of fumbling through my bag.
when I stopped and realised something.
so I was like *stare coldly* "WAit."
Then as -- stood for a moment,
I went back to standing at attention to the national anthem.
that he dragged back again.
stupid legs, dunno how to walk properly.
go round sliding about, with that idiotic qian bian face.
appearing out of nowhere all of a sudden, bugging ppl .
pretending to be innocent.
blinding someone for a few moments,
enough to make someone fall for it before they realised.
They were tricked.
some teachers don't see what -- is like.
nvm.
spoil my day at the start of school....
fine.
so right before I arrived at the library,
and officially sat down,
that sucker called me.
Saying : "eh! where are you? everybody waiting for you."
yah....right like anybody was.
so I gullibly believed him.
So me Buri and Alanna, well Rachel and gai actually.
went back al the way down.
cool.
like thankyou for being such a responsible '~~~~~~~~~'
I am nice enough not to disclose you.
but congrats that you came in my life's way.
stupid.
I refuse to use vulgarities on you.
you ain't worthy of such words for decent jerks.
just a speck of dust.
Perhaps you are disgracing the name of dust.
what. pissed now?
hurt now?
I doubt so.
but if you are, sorry then cos tts how you treat others.
I should speak and not hide.
although I am not of whom is able tocondemn you,
I do have my rights to release my temper.
SOMEHOW.


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Enough of rantings.
something slightly personal.
okay,
my sis went shopping on tuesday, to buy her friends birthday pressie.
She got a bad scolding from my dad.
I am such a nice person unlike her to have not laugh at her when she was scolded.
guess what,
when I get a scolding, she'd be the one nodding away with my reprimander and start showing funny faces at me, throw insults, whatsoever of such kind.
dumb.
lets see if shew would dare laugh at me again.
how disrespectful towards an elder sister.
I noe I soiund very bossy and high and mighty, arrogant wateva.
but I seriasly can't stand having her talking backl at me
EVERYDAY...
she not tired, I oso tired what.
too much Singlish I suppose?
alright.
I'll speak in shortforms but in proper English.


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It's pretty much of my misfortune to not have
an outstanding CCA,
constantly degrading grades,
oddballs as some 'friends',
Suanners as family members,
a half-english name,(that doesn't even make the least bit sense.)
GARH...
and teachers that chuck hmwrk non-stop and you are unable to blame them.
I do admit that there are times that ppl have disagreed,
but in the end, we are afterall living in the same world,
making things work out the way we and others want.
I guess I am a humourless person, chucked with philosophies of myself's and others.
I am boring, weird-tasted,
some say unique, some say weird,
some say useless, some say talented.
I can't sing well, can't dance very well,
my 124 drawings can't even beat pear's 4 drawings.
Excluding the fact that I screwed my final,
not very much of an entrepreuner,
Fairy-headed,
super detalic,
and has no specific talent,
a superficial all rounder.
which AIN'T A GOOD THING.
Parents that wouildn't even watch my concert,
complain that my art is ugly,
say I am dumb for some reason.
garh...
I am heaving a headache now.
literally.
going off anyway.
Love my sky and trees and water and animal photos!!!<3
tata4now! :)


diabolical me signing off...

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