Monday, May 26, 2008

I thought I would....

Walking down the streets, I came to realise that some things just can't be changed in life.

It's just a one way route at times and you are prohibited to walk back.

Maybe it takes time to accept how foolish and rash a person can be,

but I can never comprehend the true precise meaning of love.

Love just brushes pass you at any unexpected moment.

Perhaps you wouldn't feel it,

but subconsciously you know its there at your side.

However at times, you just lose it.

It just isn't there.

You get a crying jag,

suffocate,

sob,

laugh,

ache,

pain.

" What am I living for?" you ask yourself.

" what is life for?"

"Why should I exist?"

"perhaps I should just die and not waste resources on Earth. Give it to those who have a meaning in life."

You laugh.

You tear.

You sob.

No I don't wish to live.

Now, love is there.

It starts ringing in you as memories.

Your family.

Your friends.

Your sweetheart.

Do you still want to die?

Yes. "I am a burden to them."

You think again.

They need you,

They love you,

They can't be missing you.

Do you still want to die?

No." I love them."

Love has come to overshadow everything.

Look at the SiChuan people.

The aftermath after that disaster.

They struggled.

They perservere.

They lived.

Some died.

Some injured.

Some unharmed.

Watch them.Think them.Understand them.

Do you still consider suicide?

Found why you are still living?

Come on. Think again.

Love.

Blessings to the SiChuan people.

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