What is Love?...

Alright.
Today I'm gonna crap about a rather controversial topic.
well at least if you think it is.
but wait got some things to update you guys on.
I just cut my freaking hair...
YES....I JUST CUT MY DAMN FREAKING HAIR(yesterday)
AND I SO REGRETTED IT
COS I LOOK LIKE A PINEAPPLE ALL OVER AGAIN.
THANK YOU SO MUCH HAIRDRESSER!!!
WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME ENDING UP GETTING MY HAIR CUT BY HER?
AND NOT THE HAIRDRESSER I WANT
COS SHE IS ALWAYS SO BUSY!!!
AND I REPEAT LIKE MISS CHAN(who usually does)
I LOOK LIKE A PINEAPPLE.
well I told her to cut only 1cm
and she cut until its sticking out like the top of th pineapple!
lol...no way am I going to survive in this hairstyle for more than 2 weeks.
I really hope it grows bck asap!

I just found out I wasn't the only one who cut and hated their hairstyle over the weekends
Kai En got his cut too.
He is equally depressed over it as I am.(well at least I was told he is.)
Godwin got his cut too. I think.
looks a little different...
watev.
so did Ming Li??
Eugene Wee??
er...
Bryan??
lols... not sure.
And yes Bev. I think he seriously look like and remind me of Wolverine.
zong3 er3 yan3 zhi1
these ppl I named seemed like they got their hair cut.
OMG!... I look like a pineapple.
Thnx to cai su jun say got hair and attire check!
make us cut our pretty hair...
and yes gai...I wanted to cut layer but this layering isnt even layer lorh!
man it sux...
I so should have listened to Godwin.
Don't cut my long hair.
C lah...
nvr listen to him and I got this weird bunny/hamster watev
ponytail that sticks out of the back of my head.
Straight to say.
It sux. I mean it.



Looking at the brighter side of life,
I got myself a new ez-link card.
However,
my ezlink card pic does not have a border and look very out of place.
well it wasnt too bad.
but I found the person at the counter rather ignorant.
Well lets name her candy.
well Miss Candy was like laughing with her colleague well she was dillydallying with the making of my card.
the inefficiency...
oh yes and she was muttering instructions under her breath
my mum and I couldnt even what the crap she was muttering!
Besides it was raining dead heavily that day and we were in a rush to get home.
nvm.
I shldnt complain so much.
they were good enough to help me make my card.
which was the basic customer's right.
Anyway I didnt get a new wallet...
sad...

yay! my mum sacked that irritating tuition teacher!
free from his hands of torture at last!
hope for my future!


I got pimples on my head...
oh no...
remedy? anyone? I want to rid it asap!



I found out smth.
I am one whom is free of hang ups.
no one eva hanged up on me so far :)
goody!
lols...

speaking about hang ups
hahas it feelso great to be talking over the phone again:)
but my hp is still dead...
can receive SMS only.
no calls cant calls cant rply SMS
oh crap.
and yes I got a very sad life!
I gotta get a better hairstyle and a better name.
OMG....this life kinda suck
but got the great ppl arnd me it isnt too bad :)

***

Now about the topic.
What is love?
You might be wondering if anyone loves you.
If you really think that you are the world's most hated person,
think twice.
There, out there, there would at least be one,
whether pariah or high class,
whether animal or human,
whether mortal or immortal,
smth or someone out there loves you more than you can imagine.
There should at least be one.
Don't say impossible.
cause it is possible.
Love can be shown through disappointment.
If one doesnt love you, why feel disappointed?
He or she would be glad for goodness sake that you aren't doing well
It's just how they show it.
Love can't be seen
but felt
or perhaps occasionally neither.
You cant possibly know how much the person loves you till you feel it.
but not all the time you can feel it.
It's just this warmth that runs in your blood and makes you feel a tinge of secure.
Love is the most beautiful yet painful feeling.
Just as how beauty has a price--pain/money
you can be heartbroken by someone's declaration of no longer loving you.
and you can be overjoyed and mesmerized by what love has brought to your life.
You can say that you no longer love the person.
but we know that deep inside somewhere you still do.
It's just so deep that it is no longer passionate love nor a strong bond.
It's just sitting in that corner of your heart as care or disappointment.
Don't say no one loves you.
cos it hurts to hear so.
Even Mas Selamat has ppl loving him.
We love him just hate his sin.
We are just disapointed that there are such sins that run in him that makes him seem so hated
Think again do we really hate him?
We care and love our country.
So we fear his sin.
I'm sure if he did not do all those evil deeds, we would love him like any other person.
Be it passionate love
or just a bond between us being all living things or non-living things in this dimension,
We would definitely have someone to or something to love
and someone or something out there definitely loves you.
It's just how deep,
how many ppl
and how you view the way they treat you.
Someone once told me:
"Look on the bright side of life."
I treasured those words
and I loved them.
Now I let you hear them
and so should you treasure and love them
cos love should be felt by anyone, anything at anytime anywhere anyhow.
Love is a feeling so beautiful,
everyone should and must feel.