It really is amazing how one person can be so enthusiastic about having a younger sibling at the start and end up wishing that either they themselves or their siblings do not exist. I am one of them who wished I did not wish for a younger sibling.
Having a younger sibling means sharing half your life with another person. I hate it and feel like eating my words. I have a younger sister and I do not seem to be able to understand why she enjoys bugging me 24hours a day per week. No matter how hard I attempt to accept that she is still young and mischievous, it is always a fruitless attempt. I keep missing those days which I was fully loved by my parents and the apple of their eye. Presently, I am in a helpless state where I do not even get to affectionately hug my parents and actually felt loved. My life s___. I sometimes feel insane having her by my side and I grow to love camps which are like a total vacation from my chaotic life. Although camps can be gruelling tough at times but I love it thoroughly.
It really seems stupid that your sister can actually be verbally sexually harrassing you. Yet, it is true. It confuses me at how she leant of such 'tabooic' stuff and pours it on you like cold water on you when you are naked. For instance, saying," Haha I feel like kicking your ......" (I thought it not too nice to say it here). No the word is not ass. The cycle just goes on and on and people like me really wished they were not born.
You might not think it is too bad but would you like it if your sibling betrays you at every tiny thing you do or maybe accusing you of things you never actually done before? Would you feel so irritated if they had not been complaining to your parents everyday when your sky is suppose to be clear blue? They make your skies fade to grey. They make you not want to live. They push down your pride till you keep thinking that you are so worthless, a person with no abilities and a loser.
The younger ones as many realised, are usually able to connect with your parents alot better. The older you grow, the more biased your parents get.They would forget gradually what they had taught you about equality and give never ending praises to your sibling and alot more reprimanding for you. The human psychology still has never failed to amuse me.
Do we older siblings always have to carry all those burden? Do we older siblings are never a child even if you were 2years old while your sibling is 1? Do we older siblings really deserve such discrimination? How much more ageist can people be? My answer is that if we Singaporeans pledge for equality, we should be practising what we preach. Does this ever get into any of others mind?
In conclusion, I prefer to be a lone child. However, it really is still your choice at the end of the day, whether to choose company over torture or torture over peace.
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