I had been looking forward to school for ages and it was rather a torture staying at home with nothing to do. I was
extremely enthusiastic about entering a nine subject stream. However, I was devastated upon hearing that I was not
allowed into the stream on my very firstweek of school. I felt cheated and that the school brought up false hopes for me. During the holidays, was told that my appeal was successful and I was over the moon during that period of time.I really felt that I was thrown into a trench.I really just got to learn to accept fate.
Presently, after much hassle with paperwork and terrible dilemma I dropped one of my subjects, Geography for Art. I thought everything would turn out fine but now I am so horrendously depressed over not being able to go to Perth or some Europe country with them. I am going to stay in Singapore and bore myself inside out. I have never been to Europe before and I am hoping I can one of these days.
The second week did not show much improvement though, time is like flying and I am unable to really take a break. I am tired.Really tired. Art, Dance, lessons, tuition and mountains and mountains of homework. Even though I am stressed out but I am happy. I am glad I am this busy because I can go home really late. Do not ask me why. It is a very long story. Fortunately the third week arrived , matters changed for the good. The sec1 came although I did not really like one of them but ithought maybe I should wait much longer before I condemn her to my hell list.
Forth week? Yes dead boring not much things happened too. Although maybe I was rather sick of staying back at leat 3 times per week. I am really very tired. Luckily, the school provides computers in the library otherwise it is impossible for me to complete my blog. My relatonship with my father has not been very good these few days. He has been screaming his head off me for no rhyme or reason and I am furious with his odd attitude. He does not even allow me to touch the computer for work, yet let my sister use it to play Neopets. His ironical attitude is really confusing and makes my life in school difficult. I am unable to complete my school work in peace. I hope for a better week ahead.
Presently, after much hassle with paperwork and terrible dilemma I dropped one of my subjects, Geography for Art. I thought everything would turn out fine but now I am so horrendously depressed over not being able to go to Perth or some Europe country with them. I am going to stay in Singapore and bore myself inside out. I have never been to Europe before and I am hoping I can one of these days.
The second week did not show much improvement though, time is like flying and I am unable to really take a break. I am tired.Really tired. Art, Dance, lessons, tuition and mountains and mountains of homework. Even though I am stressed out but I am happy. I am glad I am this busy because I can go home really late. Do not ask me why. It is a very long story. Fortunately the third week arrived , matters changed for the good. The sec1 came although I did not really like one of them but ithought maybe I should wait much longer before I condemn her to my hell list.
Forth week? Yes dead boring not much things happened too. Although maybe I was rather sick of staying back at leat 3 times per week. I am really very tired. Luckily, the school provides computers in the library otherwise it is impossible for me to complete my blog. My relatonship with my father has not been very good these few days. He has been screaming his head off me for no rhyme or reason and I am furious with his odd attitude. He does not even allow me to touch the computer for work, yet let my sister use it to play Neopets. His ironical attitude is really confusing and makes my life in school difficult. I am unable to complete my school work in peace. I hope for a better week ahead.
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