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林俊杰 - 她说

2011-05-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

作词：孙燕姿作曲：林俊杰
www.666ccc.com

他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞

我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明我想只是害怕清醒
不怕天明我想只是害怕清醒

--love this song ttm

After so long

2010-10-27T13:25:00.002+08:00

IT's been ages since I last touched this blog. and I finally began typing stuff. So, I'm sitting here in student lounge with my beloved classmates<3 Slacking. Well, we are spse to do our Project Work. but apparently, my group is pretty much done :)so there. Slacking, nth to do and here, blogging. sighs. I m so much more active in Facebook now than blogger. haix. I hv nth much to type actually.just songs and my friends. I dun feel any emptiness or the need to be loved. I already have them. n I am happy.I guess. you need to be a whole person on your own before you can actually grow into love dun you? otherwse. You are bound to get hurt. I'm not sure if its because of recent events or because. My heart belongs to my class now. I mean, we aren't just a class. We're a family. We pursue our dreams together and fight on to get pass our various tests, exams and social problems, family problems. We pull through everything :) It's highly vital for everyone to have moral support, emotional support and whatever support to struggle through tough times. Living as a loner won't bring you anywhere. Your life will just be dull grey and you will feel hopeless. Which is pretty much how I feel ( hoping to turn it into Felt) in Dance Society.Oki, I have my classmates to support me in dance too. but its tough to live through all being pretty much, not that welcomed. BUT HEYS. IT ISNT JUST SOCIAL POLITICS we are talking bout. It's how everyone should be given an opportunity to open up. Blocking ppl out of your lives will just shrink your social rings.oki, not their fault that they dun interact with us, but try at least? See how dance goes today. Not feeling to good though. I dun feel like blogging any more. bored ttm.

tmua or nxt tym~bb

walking along...

2010-03-17T16:17:00.002+08:00

today.
I am feeling more and more alone
Every second you dont speak
to me.
I waited and
waited.
and you are nowhere
near me.
Why
are you so far?
I am not
used to this.
Have you forgotten me? You
are not there
not here.
Its so empty. Its
so scary.

Lost in the wave of time in JC life.

2010-03-15T21:19:00.001+08:00

The regular tsunamis of homework is drowning me, and it is only the start of school term. We have another 9months to go and I thought I will never enjoy it. but fortunately I have a bunch of friends to hold my pieces together. Well, more like we are holding everybody together.

We have so many upcoming activities and I am diving in and out of one after another. Meridian Junior College Dance Concert at Republic Poly, please be a supporter! It’s on 15 May, 7-9pm, easily accessible from Woodlands MRT…

Anyways, I am signing up as a student volunteer for YOG 2010 Singapore. Proud of it. TOTALLY. hope to be one of the few artistic peeps signing up. * rolls eyes at myself* This is boredom, dance practices are scorching my holiday.

zzz. gtg. bb

10S307 <3<3<3

2010-03-11T21:49:00.001+08:00

ok. I so love my class :) and hey peeps. if you are from Triton, please support me when I am rallying for house comm kiz? I doubt many will read this blog newayz.

hahas. 10S307 is the best class eva. with a fantastique Darth Vader as our CT.He hates hot pink.but our class tee is gg to be tt color newayz :D

All went well until of course today.

Terrible news.

He is leaving us for J2s. <z3 T.T everyone is upset and miserable abt it. we were all emoing. We might have only known him for 3weeks or so, but he has been to us the best CT in MJC EVA! WE WANT PETITION!!!!

of course that wont be too nice. Humorous guy he is. Ah well, there is always hellos and farewells in life. We will see him along the corridors anyway.

Mr Max!!! 10S307 will LOOOOOVE you all the way! You will always be our Ct even though you wont be after today. Sighs. U R THE BEST! Triton 6 will remember you!

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU SIR!

p.s. I was just thinking…I want my name to be searchable on wikipedia one day… for a good cause of course. tt will be so cool. but oso, i should b happy with what I have anyways.Singapore… hm….

JAE....

2010-01-13T00:25:00.001+08:00

I am so totally in a dilemma....

arts or science.....
school or stream....
someone..anyone...help...
oki my results are like stuck in the middle of somewhere-nowhere.
T.T
I hate ~~~ ~~~

wtv. bye.

Swensens again.

2010-01-07T21:01:00.002+08:00

oki, working at Swensens totally makes me understand what it means by hunger pangs, and a hungry man is an angry man.
Everytime a food is being served to the customer, the aroma of the food waves hi to you, tempting you by wafting into your nostrils and tugging at your salivary glands. This is totally effective if you skip any meal of the day. And then you will be moody for a while because you dont get to eat any. A good reason why sometimes you get bad service. the waiter didn't eat one of his meals :D

Lesson learnt: Never skip your meals when working in a restaurant of any sort. It kills.

Another thing, mysister and I were discussing about why our dinner was such a bore. We eat fish, veg,rice, egg. all the time.And so I started telling her about the great food at Swensens. Fish and Chips, Crayfish pasta, Black Seafood Pepper Pasta, Breaded chicken....Honestly, nothing is better than mouth watering Western food. My sister started laughing.

I suppose you didnt notice there is an error. It's Black pepper seafood pasta. I dun think you would wanna eat black seafood nor black pasta.

Anyhoos.working at Swensens is a totally great experience. I have met the best managers, best supervisors, best buddies and best food. oki, maybe its a little pricey. but you will so totally, eventually, definitely say, I'm SO going to Swensens.

Swensens

2009-12-10T23:28:00.002+08:00

ok. maybe I should forget writing the poem. I deleted the original so... wateva. I am pesenty working part-time at Swensens now.go find out which urslf.
I love the people there. Its fun yet occassionally fustratingto work there. you dont noe how much I enjoy being the setter. I love the smell of the soup of the day. different all the time. Great.

I had a few friends visiting. Quite amusing. gai and cui were so amused by my Santa hat. lols.

oh we paid for prom today. Gai is getting a red dress. NOT FAIR! my parents disapproved of me getting one.. anyway gtg. finally woke my blog. lols. LOVES!

today

2009-09-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

ok. we did this dumb poem. I started it... :) :D

Their hearts sing
of a sorrowful world,
filled with fear
and anguish.
Weary eyes
stare in pain
as memories of
childhood fades.
What ever did
happen to the
love and peace thou
once dreamt of?
They wither as
The End
drew near.
Sour tears
streak down
.... hvnt finish

Protector

2009-06-26T18:37:00.002+08:00

我以为I don't love anymore.
But 其实是爱到不爱。
Because when the paper was passed,
I never felt worse in my life.
My hart was crushed, shattered, disintegrated.
I thought I lost myself.
I burst out crying in the midst of the song.
I felt like dashing out of the church.
I knew I couldn't
Something held me here.
I knew it was my friends
I didn't want too much of a 'hoo-ha'.
Yes the song was touching but I didn't cry because of it.
But because my heart was broken.

FACEBOOK!

2009-06-25T18:06:00.001+08:00

ok I am going to update all my picts in facebook so go there see.
Link is at the side bar.

TAKE NOTE!!!

2009-06-23T22:28:00.001+08:00

heys! ppl now all my picts will be on flikr. search under my nickname ThayetLim ok?

5th June Green Concert <3

2009-06-06T15:22:00.010+08:00

HEJDA!!!! ok. Finally woke my darn blog up abit like I havn't touch it since ages. -.-

Ok. I am as freaking tired as anybody else that went to yesterday's Botanic Gardens Green Concert backstage work. Mainly : me, Charis, Sheng Yong, Beverly, Qian Ru, Lisa, Cui Wen, Chear Min, Peggy, Shi Yong, Zhi Dan, Jing Wen, Serene, Phyllis, Valerie, Hiu Sheung, Mdm Zee, Mrs Hudd, Chen Xi, Mrs Liang Dr Boon(she was in orange sports wear! O.0) and Zhi Dan's friend Ma smthsmth...:) etc. Those in bold I believe are the most worned out cos they were the ones that ran around like nobody's business yesterday. EVERYTHING was HECTIC yesterday that majority of the pictures I took were blur cos of ppl dashing across the room while I tried taking. Yahs. So I recommend you go see Charis's blog for pictures. Her cam was much better and not over prone to shakes. Plus I took alot of pictures using her cam and spent loads of time arranging ppl. stupid cam. Anyway I won't have enuf time to upload my picts till MUCHMUCHMUCH later.

Frequent readers should understand what I mean.

Gah. anyways, I wore a white halter-necked dress and black strappy heels there. Wore my DIY bracelet too. lalas. CHARIS DID MAKEUP FOR ME! okay so she skillfully applied blue eye sahdow, black eyeliner, and FAKE EYELASHEs. I am simply both amused and scared of fake eyelashes but Charis did an excellent job with it. They looked real. just a little exaggerated but beautiful nonetheless. Charis did for her own too, then we almost made Niks wear eyeliner :D (NIKS! I KNOW YOU WANTED TO WEAR MAKEUP BADLY!!! :DDD jkjk) lalas. yah. we bore ourselves with bridge while Qian Ru struggled with her Canvas drawing. Yups. I brought mine back already.

Btw. me, Charis, Shengyong, Bev, Serene, Lisa were coincidentally colour-coordinated. We were all in Grey, Black and White. But that Bev hor GL go change her shirt to red. dumbdumb go home change into a "notsoniceshirt" ok i m saying its not nice just because she go GL' I am biased. hahas. ok but I almst wanted to whack her lorh. Shiyong did the opposite. he was wearing black top and blue jeans. he went to change to a white shirt XD. Niks was exceptionally PRETTY yest. according to Miam Z yah. but he was anyway. he wore a white shirt wth black stripes. and black 3/4s. lols Bev's bottom was black with white stripes -.- okay yahs so me, Niks and Bev killed time while waiting for the models arrival by popping locking etc. dances

yakyak. dots so when the models arrived Charis went bonkers over makeup.The xiao3 hai2 zi3 cuiwen, lisa, Phyllis were playing wif PAS grey exercise ball. creating a din while I was taking photos for Charis and myself. Niks and Shiyong attempted soccer wif the ball but erm... They sorta kicked the ceiling down :D I struggled wif Serene's purple feathers turning them from a fish to a stunning array -.- so zi kua. lols. yahs but i was so pissed by the time I completed it. :S Then at 5.45pm we CHIONG all our stuff to GO double-checking like mad b4 we departed for botanic Gardens. We were, let's just say SIAO.

on the bus me, Bev, Shiyong, Niks, chear min, peggy sat near each other Niks was playing with Peggy's PSP. Some funny Red ball game tt keeps going "OOOOOOOooooooooOOOOoooo" yah tough but FUN. I Koped it for a while. :D

las so when we reach backstage the Frantic started. SPLASHES of GLITTER came dancing from one end to the other. other performers were practically stunted shocked freaked awed by us.hair curling, dressing, makeup touchup ETC. It drove everyone CRAZY.Once we were done a loud sigh of relief was heard. Charis still not done anyway. Btw we were offered pieces of the 80X40X20cm cake :D I think. choclate with delicious icing. I shared wif Bev but while we headed out to watch the performance, I struggled to walk on the slanted hill with soggy soil with heels and dropped half the cake.... I almost died. But anyways, I was a genius to bring a mat. so me,Chear min ,peggy ,Niks, Bev shared the small mat. Just to keeppour butts dry. we squeezed alot. Bev was near my shin,Peggy was next to me,Chearmin near Peggy,Niks diagonally back to back with me, Shi yong was not on the mat XD.lols. (if u can picture, which I doubt.) but it was breathable, comeon, such a clear night sky with WHITE clouds. I din undrstand y actually. Usually its too dark to see them actually. but yest was CLEAR. like cotton I can say.
We chiong to backstage once Aijia went up on stage :D Both her voice and Jiamin's voices were beautiful LIVE.

yahs. the MC screwed everything once we were up on stage. The order of the models appearing were wrong. he read the script way too early. Fortunately we have prodigies as our models. No frantc going on. just followed the thing as planned. but when the designers and Charis went on stage, the MC screwed again. well, he said: "the makeup artist, charis, the designer Peak Deng and Sheng yong." WHAT HAPPENED TO BEV, LISA , CUIWEN, QIAN RU AND CHEAR MIN ? I was like omg. what about them?!! We exited stage and Bev.... no not upset but laughing over smth. you go figure out your damn self. I was sorta diaoded thruout he whole ride back to sch. After the whole performance, Hiu Sheung cried than Zhi Dan cried, +++cried then I couldnt stand it les. I CRIED. T.T so much effort put in, and it was the final showcase of our award-winning costumes! Last time working tigether. So tired, feet aching. EVERYTHING came surging into me.yah.

not important. so after the whole clearing up, me Bev, Niks Shiyong, Zhidan,JingWen,Hiu Sheung and the Ma smthsmth went for supper at Tampines 1. It was damn retarded tt we went round and round and my legs were breaking. Changed shoes.I wore Zghidan's shoes. PERFECT FIT. T1 was closed. so we headed for Macs. but CROWDED like OVERLOAD, FULLHOUSE at like 11???!! we ended up at starbucks anyway. Shiyong was insane about STATISTICS. he endlessly ranted on no. even like, 350ml of smth. I couldnt pay much attention. just savoured my Caramel Frappucinno. AT 11 pm ! hahas. no I din get high, just felt like puking. too much cream and GLITTER. I was as heavily glittered as the WHOLE OF FASHION CREW. btw, peggy and Chearmin was damn kiddish on the bus, they started crapping about ~~shedeng and peyong~~
go figure urself. as I was saying, after we finished eating, I wore my heels back and left with Niks, Bev and Shi yong, Niks dad drove us home, well for me was just at Eunos MRT. THANK YOU POLAR BEAR PAPA. :) no more MRT service you see.
the way home was a review btwn us 4 abt wad happened and stuff like saying bird droppings is more glam than bird shit. shiyong said: "how about faces. er no defaecation" I started saying tt defaecation is the process of removing your faeces so its bird faeces. but I din see why would it be so chim like faeces for birds. droppings would do. Then bev said that I was "duno wad" for Bio. smth like "drilled" I think. lols.

after bev and Shiyong alighted at Bedok CC, I was alone in the car with Niks and his Dad. both of us started complaining abt how the MC screwed and how much we would miss this fashion thing and wanted a chalet. Niks said he confirm can do split by the 22nd June. I was saying. tts highly impossible for him :D

yahs so I took 51 home after I alighted. EVERYONE who saw me was staring at me from head to toe. GLITTERFUL with MAKEup tt was plain out of the world nice by CHARIS :D hahas. in the middle of the night like somewhat 12am? actually the whole fashion crew was stared at everywhere we went. we were practically imnpossible to not notice, especially Zhidan's cottonly JAZZED up hair and serene's array of purple feathers by her eye, Hiu Sheung's Blue
SEQUINED smoky eyes etc. we were like a bunch of IMH ppl tt wenrt clubbing XD.

yah I reached home at 12.30 am and I still have loads of glitter on me despite my superlong bathe tt deprived me of sleep till later than 1am. The makeup was damn hard to remove esp when i LOST MY MAKEUP REMOVER!!!! ARHHH!!! I looked like some emo freak lorh. yah so I died on my bed after reading my b.... oh c if feeshy can guess. but I think she would be shocked, surprised? happy? er.. dunno. its my secret.
LOVED THE WHOLE OF FASHION CREW TO BITS AND PIECES. YOU PEOPLE ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33333333>
love,
Thayet
6/6/2009

ps I am going to love this no. 66 from today. mum's birth year 1966, grandfather ward bed no. 66, memries on bus66 :), bible has 66books isit? or was it chapters or author? I wrote this beautiful post on 662009 <3 Far from liveD. my blog is alive once again :)

A Joke...The Cruelty

2009-06-03T17:17:00.004+08:00

Motherhood in the Animal Kingdom…

On the riverbank…

In the Arctic…

In Africa…

In Africa...

In Africa…

AND FINALLY… IN LIVERPOOL..!! Doesn't it bring a tear to your eye and a lump to your throat…??

Hello:)

2009-04-23T17:08:00.002+08:00

heyheys! finally see me reviving this gradually dying blog. Just wanna say a few things:)
We celebrated Bev's birthday on the 21st April. Which is on our school's 2.4km run. Something that is very important to most of us I guess. Well at least me. I celebrated it with Ying Ting, Sheng Yong, and of course our dear beloved unskatable Beverly whom made a new step in life on that fateful day. Just kidding. What I meant was she learnt how to skate on that day. By right TODAY the 23rd is her birthday. We celebrated it early yea.

So, we actually went blading after the supposedly tiring run. I din get a proper run. Thanks to a terrible, ribcage-crashing stitch at the start of the run. Damn I couldn't run due to the piercing pain that lasted me till NOW. seriously wondering if it really stitch. Must have drank too much before running...

okay, away from digression. Me and Niks were trying to keep Bev upright during the blading tutorial. Both got a backache from the bending. Our efforts weren't in vain anyway. Lalas...she manage tokeep upright eventually and skated quite a distance without us helping. Still she fell four times. gotta go bb!

cats

2009-03-25T17:53:00.003+08:00

I was telling yt a few days ago I think, about how kiasu sporeans are.Well that doesnt exclude animals. I was saying that the cat outside our school:"horny" we call it. Actually it ain't the only cat that behaves so Sporely.Many others do even birds and dogs. Why? See free food they all CHIONG AH!!! ok watev. I got tonnes to do for art etc.

TTFN!

The Dream

2009-03-22T19:06:00.002+08:00

okay....this is so not the first time I dreamt of something stupid.Want toknow details? ask bev or SY or perhaps YT after school reopens 2nd day I spse. They will know if you are that interested. Mayb I'll post it when I m more free:) anyway. Today is the last day of my holidays and I m dreading school because of all the tests looking at me in the face.I only bmanagfe to watch 2 shows this week. Matrix Reloaded and Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. I've watch Harry Potter so many times that my family can't stand it anymore. Yet, I am still bonkers over it. I can even recite some lines XD. Blahs. I just came home from tuition. Really hope I can prepare for all my tests on time. 6 is not a nice no. seriously. I want to catch matrix revolution btw. I hope I won't die watching it. Gta wake up early tmw. Loved and ridiculed that dream. Loved that wedding gown and heels. CYA!! bye!

this is interesting:)

2009-03-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

Corruption Perceptions Index
According to the annual survey by the Berlin-based organization Transparency International, Finland, Denmark, and New Zealand are perceived to be the world's least corrupt countries, and Somalia and Myanmar are perceived to be the most corrupt. The index defines corruption as the abuse of public office for private gain and measures the degree to which corruption is perceived to exist among a country's public officials and politicians. It is a composite index, drawing on 14 polls and surveys from 12 independent institutions, which gathered the opinions of businesspeople and country analysts. Only 180 of the world's 193 countries are included in the survey, due to an absence of reliable data from the remaining countries. The scores range from ten (squeaky clean) to zero (highly corrupt). A score of 5.0 is the number Transparency International considers the borderline figure distinguishing countries that do and do not have a serious corruption problem.
Countries that have significantly improved their rating since the 2006 index were Costa Rica, Croatia, Cuba, Czech Republic, Dominica, Italy, Macedonia, Namibia, Romania, Seychelles, South Africa, Suriname, and Swaziland. Some of the countries that have a significantly worse rating since 2006 include Austria, Bahrain, Belize, Bhutan, Jordan, Laos, Macao, Malta, Mauritius, Oman, Papua New Guinea, and Thailand.
Country rank
Country
2007CPI Score
1.
Denmark
9.4

Finland
9.4

New Zealand
9.4
4.
Singapore
9.3

Sweden
9.3
6.
Iceland
9.2
7.
Netherlands
9.0

Switzerland
9.0
9.
Canada
8.7

Norway
8.7
11.
Australia
8.6
12.
Luxembourg
8.4

United Kingdom
8.4
14.
Hong Kong
8.3
15.
Austria
8.1
16.
Germany
7.8
17.
Ireland
7.5

Japan
7.5
19.
France
7.3
20.
USA
7.2
21.
Belgium
7.1
22.
Chile
7.0
23.
Barbados
6.9
24.
St. Lucia
6.8
25.
Spain
6.7

Uruguay
6.7
27.
Slovenia
6.6
28.
Estonia
6.5

Portugal
6.5
30.
Israel
6.1

St. Vincent and the Grenadines
6.1
32.
Qatar
6.0
33.
Malta
5.8
34.
Macao
5.7

Taiwan
5.7

United Arab Emirates
5.7
37.
Dominica
5.6
38.
Botswana
5.4
39.
Cyprus
5.3

Hungary
5.3
41.
Czech Republic
5.2

Italy
5.2
43.
Malaysia
5.1

South Africa
5.1

South Korea
5.1
46.
Bahrain
5.0

Bhutan
5.0

Costa Rica
5.0
49.
Cape Verde
4.9

Slovakia
4.9
51.
Latvia
4.8

Lithuania
4.8
53.
Jordan
4.7

Mauritius
4.7

Oman
4.7
56.
Greece
4.6
57.
Namibia
4.5

Samoa
4.5

Seychelles
4.5
60.
Kuwait
4.3
61.
Cuba
4.2

Poland
4.2

Tunisia
4.2
64.
Bulgaria
4.1

Croatia
4.1

Turkey
4.1
67.
El Salvador
4.0
68.
Colombia
3.8
69.
Ghana
3.7

Romania
3.7
71.
Senegal
3.6
72.
Brazil
3.5

China
3.5

India
3.5

Mexico
3.5

Morocco
3.5

Peru
3.5

Suriname
3.5
79.
Georgia
3.4

Grenada
3.4

Saudi Arabia
3.4

Serbia
3.4

Trinidad and Tobago
3.4
84.
Bosnia and Herzegovina
3.3

FYR Macedonia
3.3

Gabon
3.3

Jamaica
3.3

Kiribati
3.3

Lesotho
3.3

Maldives
3.3

Montenegro
3.3

Swaziland
3.3

Thailand
3.3
94.
Madagascar
3.2

Panama
3.2

Sri Lanka
3.2

Tanzania
3.2
98.
Vanuatu
3.1
99.
Algeria
3.0

Armenia
3.0

Belize
3.0

Dominican Republic
3.0

Lebanon
3.0

Mongolia
3.0
105.
Albania
2.9

Argentina
2.9

Bolivia
2.9

Burkina Faso
2.9

Djibouti
2.9

Egypt
2.9
111.
Eritrea
2.8

Guatemala
2.8

Moldova
2.8

Mozambique
2.8

Rwanda
2.8

Solomon Islands
2.8

Uganda
2.8
118.
Benin
2.7

Malawi
2.7

Mali
2.7

Sao Tome and Principe
2.7

Ukraine
2.7
123.
Comoros
2.6

Guyana
2.6

Mauritania
2.6

Nicaragua
2.6

Niger
2.6

Timor-Leste
2.6

Viet Nam
2.6

Zambia
2.6
131.
Burundi
2.5

Honduras
2.5

Iran
2.5

Libya
2.5

Nepal
2.5

Philippines
2.5

Yemen
2.5
138.
Cameroon
2.4

Ethiophia
2.4

Pakistan
2.4

Paraguay
2.4

Syria
2.4
143.
Gambia
2.3

Indonesia
2.3

Russia
2.3

Togo
2.3
147.
Angola
2.2

Guinea-Bissau
2.2

Nigeria
2.2
150.
Azerbaijan
2.1

Belarus
2.1

Congo, Republic
2.1

Côte d´Ivoire
2.1

Ecuador
2.1

Kazakhstan
2.1

Kenya
2.1

Kyrgyzstan
2.1

Liberia
2.1

Sierra Leone
2.1

Tajikistan
2.1

Zimbabwe
2.1
162.
Bangladesh
2.0

Cambodia
2.0

Central African Republic
2.0

Papua New Guinea
2.0

Turkmenistan
2.0

Venezuela
2.0
168.
Congo, Democratic Republic of
1.9

Equatorial Guinea
1.9

Guinea
1.9

Laos
1.9
172.
Afghanistan
1.8

Chad
1.8

Sudan
1.8
175.
Tonga
1.7

Uzbekistan
1.7
177.
Haiti
1.6
178.
Iraq
1.5
179.
Myanmar
1.4

Somalia
1.4
Source: Transparency International, 2007. Web: www.transparency.org .
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Some people...

2009-03-12T16:57:00.001+08:00

Honestly speaking, distance is a very important factor of respect. In case you don't see why, lemme explain. You see, if you were standing on the MRT train, staring out of the window lost in your train of thoughts and a person enters the train and lean against the pole that is like where you are leaning already. Then as the train moves, the person sways and keeps getting nearer and nearer till you can't feel comfortable anymore. Well, actually, I'm talking about myself. I was on the way home when this woman dressed in a sickly shade of blue came sticking next to me on the train even though the train was bloody empty. I was extremely irritated by her elbow that constantly nudge me as the train swayed. I was squashed into a corner next to the door. I don't noe whether to call her "Aunty" or what lorhs. She isn't even a Singaporean and she has a more kanchiong behavior then us...Must be one of those ppl who chionged for the Hello Kitties at MacDonald's a few years back. XD Well, because when I alighted, she practically chiong to chope my place. You know the glass pane? yeah tt one. I grabbed my bag and stormed out of the train then she just immediately, with absolutely no hesitation, slid onto the pane to lean. I could have slapped her.Serious.

Well, I hate Thursdays.I really do. Especially when you have CL lessons with an idiotic teacher that is so biased and never fails to keep praising 1 damn person. It sucks even more when that person happens to be your close friend whom tells you almost everything in her life. Not excluding the fact that she does better than you. dunno, human's pride? I can't be bothered. She is a very nice person actually, has a really thick skin to 不耻下问 that's the trait I like about her. We have common points and interests of course but I really abhor the way she rants on and on about PURPLE and cry on and on over a fish she bought and died as though she lost a kin or something. I was so pissed. A fish? that you barely knew for a day and its of the species that you ingest everyday? Get over it man. Okay, I sound really mean but I get so tired over the way she keeps repeating things again and again and again and again till you feel like jumping off the building because repetition is a way to portray horror. So it just keeps going on and on in a convoluted way that you can't get out. screams.... Whateva.I like her anyway. People just don't get it that I love my friends because they have good points. I know their flaws and try accepting them. It kills not having friends but I get very upset when they aren't sensitive enough to feelings or otherwise oversensitive. Or perhaps worse, both at the same time.

Well, that's my day. Didn't go home with YT today walked alone in the heat but I did much contemplating over things. Trying to get over some things too. Still hate Godwin.So rude! God always win but he never wins. see? getit? perhaps not.

TTFN

stupid

2009-03-05T16:28:00.005+08:00

chokey

thistle...

okay nvm thats a random word to start off with.

I just came home from school feeling weary of life. I realised I have been accomodating to people for too long. And I am ----ing sick of it. REALLY.

It's like, "Hey! I really think this sucks. Don't you agree?"

I'd be like, " yah. totally agree with you."

When sometimes in fact I don't.

I've really got to give my self some freedom. I keep thinking of "what would happen if I do this", "what wiil happen if I said this" and "what others would think of me."

Too long I say. Way too long.

I want to be a bitch for one day. Just being really nasty and yet no one picks on me. I'm tired really tired. Everything I say always seem to be wrong. THAT'S SO UNFAIR!

Why is it that when other says things, it's always okay and "Oh! How so clever of you to think of that!" but everything I say would be like,"Maybe can consider but I prefer XXX's idea." otherwise," LOL! that's so dumb! You see arh if we like that horh.......etc."

Perhaps its just me. Perhaps I'm really stupid.

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NO!!!!!!!! No! I'm not! I don't agree I'm in fact smarter then you think I am!

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I should stop deceiving myself.

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Explain my dropping to CL?

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Just exam anxiety.

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DOn't lie! HCL dropping to CL is such a disgrace! The papers are so freaking easy and yet I got a B3 during 'O' Levels? I'm stupid!

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NO! IMPOSSIBLE! Exam anxiety!!!!

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Amath? EMath? EL? Chem? SS? I don't see myself performing way better than others. Besides, you didn't even score full marks for the CL test! If it's easy? why no full marks? EL? nothing appears on magazines or whatsoever. No praises. All so quiet. I get so high perhaps it is true that teacher is too easy on me. SS. Worse than a person who sucks at EL? I'm suppose to be able to inteprete things better 'cos got more vocab! I always fail my Maths somemore!

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No! Maths is out of carelessness!

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Explain the carelessness? why can others be careless yet score so well? Why are others not as careless as you are?

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I dunnoIdunno!!

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see I'm dumb. I'm NOT even pretty. I'm so tanned. fat. well not too fat...PIMPLES!!!!

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Why care about beauty? I can always focus on acad?

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Don't you see youare bad at both! Plus, you are such a hypocrite. A jinx!

A JINX YOU HEAR ME!!!!!!

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I didn't do anything! I didn't! It wasn't my fault!

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you know you did alot of things. You know It was your fault...YOUR FAULT!

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NO!NO!NO!

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Explain.

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I dunno.

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see?

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Yea. Mayb, I wll shut up. I will. I'm not worth a friend. I suck.ISUCK!! I do.

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good.

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I don't care. I'll keep to myself. Study. 'O' Level.

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excellent at least you can try catching up with your ~~friends~~ schoolmates.

Ok.

(My drawing sucks?)

losing my sanity

irritating

2009-02-24T17:24:00.002+08:00

You know, I can't stand some people whom actually don't know how foolish they can be. For instance, talking bad about a person to the person's best friend and actually expect the best friend to tell the person. Especially when the person's best friend hates YOU! okay, this is getting extremely fun. Well, that's because I have been sitting in the same classroom as such a nincompoop. Stop giving me that face nincompoop. Oh yes you cried after watching that video on War Photographer. Which apparently I got to commend you about. At least you have feelings. But it was so arrogant of you to walk out of class ignoring the facts that I was shouting at you. Coward. You really think you can escape with little people knowing today's incident. Fortunately for you, murder is a crime. You are such a jerk and 90% of the Sec4 population knows that. I didn't put that display name for nothing you know. Perhaps I am one of those endangered, those that will actually bother to rant. You really don't learn do you? 6 msgs of facts. Can't withstand the PAIN? I am really being heartless now. I know.I admit. But YOU will you admit that you are not open to others criticism? Others criticise your mistake and you criticise others out of JEALOUSY? This is the ruthless act of "fear-criticism" cowards. All I am asking is just a change in your attitude. You are really making me sick. You pretend not to understand people's satirism and the inuendo that were hinting you. You don't take these seriously. Tell me, who will treat you seriously. Don't even ever think of degrading one's effort again. I deserved the grade. Admit it. I don't see true understanding in you. You don't try attacking my friends again! Don't hurt my juniors and stop telling ironical stories to 2 ppl o0r more cos it sux.

chillin' out. crappin' out. this is so much fun.

A day with ying Ting and Shengyong

2009-02-21T18:52:00.002+08:00

okay.
A hundred years since I posted but I had two extremely fun Saturdays this 2 weeks. Honestly. Valentine's day drove me nuts. Me Bev and Ying ting and Shengyong went to Vivocity for lunch and a book spree at National Geographic Gallery and Pageone. We were being complete idiots at the gallery lokking at photographs and fossils. Totally out of the mind! Then we had a nice browse through Pageone where we were copying down Titles and ISBNs of art books for 'O' levels. We were given $2000 to spend. Crazy. I noe.

So anyway, today we wanted to look for books again after stop-motion lessons. Well, thank goodness Ying Ting existed. I was getting bored and sick (flu, cough and sorethroat, SY oso) She went to eat lunch with us. Bev pangseh me....Peggy pangseh SY....okay watev. Well we went Bugis this time to eat at Pastamania. and me and YT learnt that polar bears are kinda indecisive too, like gurls. But anyway, YT wrecked havoc on SY's Lasagne. That's because he ate before us and we were extremely hungry.Sy attempted tempting us with his food when YT chucked a plate on his soup XD.

Then we went to a comic shop next to Kinokuniya and found out how sick the manga was....I went home after that and Yt went to church and SY went to library to look for his mum:)
That's that :)

Inside joke of the month:
我见鬼了。。。XD

Strawberry I SCREAM~~

2009-02-08T21:51:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone:) I am dead bored doing my SS ppt. It's wateva.....just a drop-by.cya:)

lalas

2009-01-10T20:50:00.001+08:00

I gave up on the picts...

My Birthday!!!

2008-12-22T14:39:00.002+08:00

okay so yesterday was my birthday and I celebrated my birthday with my family. Well it wasn't that good but still my happiest so far. ANYWAY, I still didn't break my record of not crying on my birthday.....
Whatever, shan't talk about it. Here's a list of Thankyous:

1)Simei Care Centre
for celebrating my birthday early with loads of friends, a birthday cake, and a present and buildup of my leadership skills :)

2)Sheng Yong, SKIN!!!!
for a really adorable present XDD

3)Bev
for that JJ album that I hadf been dying for XD and coming to my house to give me blessings :) THANKS!!!!!

4)Pei Ling, Yvonne and Esther
for hanging out with me to get clothes.

5) My dad
for giving me money to fetch my new year clothes as a birthday present with my friends

6) all the wishers
Hui Feng for reminding me that my birthday is on 冬至
Isabel
Justin
Godwin
Bev
Sheng Yong
others that I missed out :) sry.

oh if any of you are wondering yingting's in CHINA....

bYE! THAANKS!!!!

continueded...

2008-12-10T14:16:00.001+08:00

Family outing

you noe if you go changi you see a taxi dragon that hardly budges to the extend that birds gather at the side to be fed food crumbs

Shangri-la hotel celebrate sis bdae

at orchard

Marina Barage

DONT SCREAM!!!!

Pictures of my house

continued...

2008-12-10T14:15:00.001+08:00

Sky Pictures and leaves scenery

hurricane!!! at AHS!! n poodle

茶馆field trip :)

Polar bears

(these are picts I took during fashion design chalet)( marks and spencers polar bear choc bag XDD)(harmony concert XD) he acted as a tree :)put GREEN EYE SHADOW!!!

continued...

2008-12-10T14:14:00.001+08:00

FAshion Design and the days of suffering.

Harmony concert

Blisters I got after dancing in heels.. :(

me cui and yvonne outing :)

Me and Sheng Yong's art piece!!!

Picture bomb 2

2008-12-10T14:12:00.001+08:00

"but I know the first time I saw her that she was something more than I could see. Unicorn,mermaid,lamia,sorceress,Gorgon

no name you give her would surprise me, or frighten me. I love whom I love." "that's a very nice sentiment."

Love this line!!!!<3 anyway here's the picts

enjoy :)

(SHH!!!!! polar bear hibernating in California XDD)

Bunnie and gougou ART!!!

3D outing to Sentosa

there's a guy that stands by the door just to release candy :( poorthing..

After Bio's last lesson XD crazy about disecting flowers!

SPLAT limou

3D Kolam

Teacher's day

Primary School! and rainbow art piece done by 6J!!! <3

Gowin's mess mel asevidence of destruction of art property.

someone ransacked ci's bag and left it at stairs :( mooncake fest

CRAP

my art assignment final

Stopmotion me and sy sianned out

me and bev's dollmel's and peggy's beeGodwin and anqi's devil kick SY XD

old Memories

lalas....boring...

2008-12-09T21:02:00.002+08:00

hello...
well... super bored... wanted to upload picture bomb but my sis using the com with the windows live journel...
blogspot's uploading system sucks...
you have to upload max 5 by 5...sianned... videos can't upload yet cos' I might die from doing so...
kena bullied by dad and sis today.... oh okay can les lalas she just got away from the com...
I shall publish this post anyway... too bored...see you in next post.

Fashion Design Chalet :)

2008-12-06T15:53:00.006+08:00

okay this is a rush post,.
lols alright,
Yesterday, I went out to ChearMin's Chalet, to celebrate our success
over the fashion Design conpetition XDD
GUess where I went?
WOOTS Chalet at downtown east!!!
okay, so me, Beverly, Polar Bear,Chear Min, Chear Min's bro ming hui,
went to WildwildWet first and Qian Ru, Lisa and CuiWen joined us much later for BBQ.
Super Thrilling!!!
well, we didn't exactly go straight to WildWildWet, we played at the arcade at Ehub first.:):):):)
SUPER FUN!!!!!!!!!!! okay guess what we finally agreed to in the end?
POLAR BEAR>Ng Sheng Yong enjoys jumping to conclusions. He jumped to conclusions twice. First, it wouldn't rain, second, he wouldn't get wet in the rain so long he has a waterproof bag.(error occurred on my computer, and I got STM so sorry if it doesn't make sense or not funny.) Bev kept suaning me and him about the rain incident saying that we were too silly to walk in the rain when there's a shelter.

*******Digression***********

about the rain, well me and Bev and Shengyong were heading home after stopmotion, Shengyong was supposedly lucky that his mum didn't drive him home that day. well, he was quite glad at first, WHEN IT STARTED POURING! XDDDD okay he is just plain SWAY... oh well, we could have left early, but we walked via chang cheng, so yups... We were stoning at a bubble tea shop eating noodles and drinking bubble tea, viewing each other's photo gallery, dreaming, polar bear getting pissed with his mum's indecisiveness over which bus stop he should go to, yahs,, so we walked back to the bustop nearest to chang cheng after a while and took 222 from there. the dumb part was the whole journey could have been sheltered thru but we didn't realise till like 6 plus...still raining...then bev went to the nearest busstop. while me and shengyong went to bedok bus interchange together... lalals...oh and you know there's this bridge there, where we crossed? there was a sheltered pathway burt we went down the wrong side while talking -.-"'

*******get back*********

okay then Bev started suaning me and shengyong, saying that we were the only ones who brought swimming costumes.... dumb Bev... oh she got her just desserts. Her Period came just right after we went back to the chalet from the arcade.

2)so, at the arcade. We were playing Jackpot,shooting games, fishing for candy games and parapara. hahs polar bear was the only guy at first, till Chear min's bro joined us. he super happy lorhs. oh and we were all trying to play parapara. Bev couldn't dance there...so I took over her...unwantingly... thanks for dragging me up BEv.... oh and Shengyong was the pro one!!!!he dance untill got alot perfect lorhs!!! I was just an average.... trying to hit the arrows but practically got no sense of direction XD

Chear min siam and go play a drum beat one wahs she got 168++combo lorhs!!! I miss like siao de lorhs ... XDD T.T noob Can only play the JAp big drum XDD lols anyway, we got 60 tickets but the exchange stall was closed yups...oh yarhg, we played the squish spider game oso!!oh and the Spongebob jackpot one oso!!!FUN!!!!

3) to wildwild Wet!!!! Polar bear refused to tuo1 his top while Chear min's bro was dying to tuo1 XDD then polar bear kept doing the " don't rape me" action XDD

oh he looked super like a polar bear in the water. then at the shiok river, I attempted to go up the float in vain so he said "watch and learn watch and learn." so I watched but didn't learn. cos he went up the float and topple backwards again THRICE!!!!!dumb.. yahs.... so I went ashore to board in stead.

I tried a slide for the first time !!! u noe the SLIDE-UP. That blue colored one.. hahas. It sent BEv squealing , baring her teeth and screaming as she went down then she had her eyes popping out XDD...
she went down with Shengyong once and went with me once... I was screaming my head off at the start... cos I felt as if I was flying off... Shengyong become saikang warrior, help us carry the float up 4-5 flights of stairs.... yahs, we played all thrilling slides and the Tsunami also.

Well the best part was we didn't have to pay the entrance fee!! poor Shengyong! so gentlemanly paid for Chearmin bro while the rest of us went using the free ticket XDD

4) as for the BBQ it was the CLEANEST!!! and the best!! we even hd teriyaki CHICKEN!!!!

then me and Shengyong were dancing at the grass patch.. thanks to him making me do so!!! XDD

lols..then we played firworks while Chear Min Bro attempted setting the bbq pit on fire XDD partially successful ( have video) gta find tym upload... (you should have seen him ate icecream...he chews them then let the whole thing melt like mad then chuks the whole thing away XDDDDD

oh then Polar bear and Bev got a little Tipsy after drinking champagne. well more like Bev alonme. She drank a cup of it. The champagne was I think 15% alcoholic. Bear refused to stop drinking till I tug the cup away from him TWICE!

5) okay so after the bbq, we played Truth or Dare or double dare
well apparently, no one chose double dare.and none chose truth, so we were practically daring away.

shuo1 sway1 jiu4 shi4 sway1 me and Sheng YOng tio 3 times in a row. always me and him. -.-"' thanx to Bev for cutting the no. once its her turn. well we wereplaying 1-200 that no. game then always me and Shenyong keep tio. I was the first to do a dare. so they made me go to the bbq pit and stand in front of others while I did a chicken dance 4 times. Super embarrassing but fun XDDD

then my 2nd dare was to call xxxx xxx and then say call wrong no. luckily was using polar bear's fone lorhs! then my 3rd dare was to stand at the balcony and shout really loudly : I love you xxxx xxx """"""-.-"""""""

nah my wasn't as fun as polar bear's he had to shuffle round the bbq pit in front of bbqing strangers for the first dare, then locking for the next then after that shout: I love you xxx
stupid yarhs but damn fun!
cuiwen tio once then the others super peaceful!!!!

oh yarhs then after that we gorged jagabee potato chips and jack and jill potato chips and tao kay noi seaweed and bags of candies! super unhealthy! but that is to neutralise Lisa's fantastic salad!!!MMMMMM!!!

so we ended at 11pm well at least for the Sec3s, me and Bev and ShengYong took my dad's car while Qian Ru's dad took her home. Polar bear bought a drink on the way home.and Bev and Shengyong were to alight at Tanah Merah MRT. Then we were snatching pear's hat around during the journey. My sis actually came along to fetch me! WOW! ok lols == my dad bought a packet of carrot juice home plus attap seeds!!! all my fav!!!! so that was practically my joie de vivre!!!

WAHS!!!!! I LOVE CHEAR MIN"S FAMILY!!!!!!hahs the bbq totally rox! I didn't even perspire! hahas okay larhs thats the end for that day.

and for today, my family sent my maid home to Surbaya. then we walked roundT3 and T1 ate lunch t T3.yups took sky train..Plenty of picts. shall upload that 800++
TTFN!!!!<3

my sister's nanjing trip picts

2008-11-25T18:34:00.001+08:00

well these are the nicer and more meaningful one.

C map

2008-11-25T18:06:00.001+08:00

hello.

Metals.okay,metalsare shiny, easily corrodes, loses electrons to form positive ions:)

trying to scam POH....

how do you open a ppt. without a ppt software? =.=

wah...sian... I got a PURPLE dress as my Harmony concert, "Labels or Love"

costume... can't believe my luck....

well hope you guys won't laugh at us, but we really don't look so bad....

SMILES:)

bad skin day...

2008-11-24T17:45:00.002+08:00

congrats to me for having RASHES today...
super itchy..
started out haVING A HEAVY LEFT EYE.
then i recovered.
guess what? I only recovered when I was at Art room 2.
stupid yes....
oh thought I should be happy, but it was just the begginning of the real trouble.
was wrapping my stopmotion character Thylanne.
*ooh....smth's irritating my eye....*
*scratch scratch*= heavy right eye....
lumpy... went really weird looking... vision abit distorted....
...ignores....
worse.....
left eye corner itchy...
scratch..
*uhoh.*
nwever should have done so....
itchier...
lumpier...
skinner...XD...
scratch...
body itchy....
rub....
rub...
beatbeat...
scratchsratch....
fleas?
NOO!!!!
RASHES........
"err....Beverly.... hows my eye?"
"err...looks sunken in and lumpy..."
*OHNO!!!**
fainted...
narh..JKJK,,,
closes eye....
open..
blinkblink...
TINY EYES...
ITCHY
IRRITATING!!!

lalalalalalalas....

anyway...
I went to the sick bay and got cammomile cream.
PINK COLOUR!!!!
took cotton and applied in on body...
ask Bev to turn around....
Malay Auntie barged in... super obscene....

lalalalas

felt beta...
started itching on the back of my body...
scratchscratch...
"don't SCRATCh"
Bev nagged incessantly...
stop scratchy.....

can't take it les...
SCRATCH LIKE CRAZY!!!
bev went loled..
Smiled irritatedly :)
blarhs..
eventually felt beta...
don't noe allergic to what...
but anyway...
choices are..:

1) dust in Art Room
2)Baygon
3)BakKwa
4)Facial Wash for acne by clean and clear
5)my sister XDDD JKJK

yahs...OH and perhaps cheddar cheese....
Iwas only told I can't take homemade liang2cha3
will get fever...
lols...
kaiz...
concludes that Bev can't make clothes without templates....
Eugene Tan likes Hannah.. XDD
Bev is still purple chi1
Sway = suay1
got to go ! TTFN!

p.s. did i ever say that I thought gtgw meant 歌台歌舞 as in ge1 tai3 ge1 wu3 XD

plain day.

2008-11-23T16:22:00.003+08:00

not much of a happening3 today.
well I had a buffet at Shangri-la Hotel,
Rose Veranda on the Mezazzaine level.
Super class. but the food can kill you. Just one serving and you are bloated. Besides it was only high tea!
wow... and I broke my falling record.
I fell down the same last step of the hotel's restaurant 4 times in a day,slipped and fell at the Far East Plaza carpark ramp once.
and bumped into my sister. fell 6 times...on my sister's birthday well that is to say all that buffet, falling etc. happened on the 20th of Nov. crap cursed day...
Guess what my sis came scurrying to me that night and told me she saw a AHEM... * hao xiong di * freaky or what.
but blars... she always toks about UNKnown stuff....
so now they are out at the library while I am " strugglingh with my chinese composition". XD
welll.... I WAS!!!!

lols...
my dad made me rewrite it cause it didn't make sense to him and my mum..
fine yah... my chinese bad larhs...
not my fault nia... thanx to my chinese teacher this year...
HAH! I am looking forward to my birthday!!! my parents wanna take me to KBOX. welll..... I don't really feel so enthu abt it but yarhs....
what can I expect when things are getting boring...like heys!!!!my 15th birthday!!!! whats so special...just another silly day that you go out with your family and bloat yourself with food =.=

lols I am not being veery optimistic am I? I am feeling super bored now....

NAILPOLISh...

okay I honestly prefer wearing my nails with a nail buffer to shine it than to paint it with stinky chemicals.
SeriAsly! like if you buff your nails, they grow back don't they?\
You paint with chemicals and when you grow old, you strt having YELLOW nails! not the kind of nice lemony Yellow, but those that are translucent and sickly looking.
If you want to make your nails shine, I rather you use a buffer.
Of course, unless you want colours, use nail polish. BUFFERS DON"T COME IN COLOURS YET! sequins yes. You can find them at MU-EE. LOLS!
larhs....
and for nuts! use a base coat before painting those nails of yours!
you don't want to damage your nails.
and try to remove them like ASAP!
I noe the polish remover stink as much but bear with it.
I didn't put up with my nail polish for more than 2 days.
Do it occassionally I don't mind, but if long term usage.... you noe the consequences.
Perhaps some people would strongly disagree to what I say. but WHO CARES! your health not mine!
Goodness... stubborn people.
AGAIN : I don't mind people applying coloured nail polish but transparent ones aren't worth while! use basecoat....or nail coat ... WHATEVER...

BLISTERS: Ihave been getting blisters all over my feet after dance thanks to those strappy high heeled shoes...
I sponged them... but I have yet to try waxing the edges... Stupid Ben.....
CAn'T he tell there is quite a bad color combination for our damn flamingo skirt?
I took ages to pick a top for it.
bad workmanship too.
2 colours would do for the skirt. AND GOODNESS!!! can he at least make a fulll costume and make us hunt around for the other half all the time???
bad fashion taste...
Can't blame him too much oso....
lols....

Bev came back from Chiang Rai... Phone bill will gradually increas again XDD lalas :) okay... that about it... TATA!!!! I go do my HCL compo les :) TTFN!

support harmony!>>>>

Artist Reference 2

2008-11-22T18:30:00.001+08:00

Title: The man in the bowler hat

Artist: René Magritte

In this painting a man in the bowler hat's face is hidden behind a dove.

My interpretation of this painting is that the man is very serene.

A dove usually symbolises peace and serenity. Well on the other

hand, this picture can also mean that the man is trying to put on

a serene and peaceful look to hide his (I guess) troubled looks.

I have decided to use his style of juxtaposing things to hide

others.

This painting has a direct impact on the viewers and it makes

people wonder what the picture is about. Thence I have decided

to combine both ideas (from Claude Monet) to create my own

painting.

Artist Reference

2008-11-22T18:10:00.001+08:00

Title: La Japonaise

Artist: Claude Monet

This painting is done through the inspiration of Japanese art.

It was done during the period when America signed a treaty (Kanagawa) with

Japan and their culture soon interested many artists. For Instance

Claude Monet. I have decided to use the composition of this painting

as my reference as I found it interesting to look at. It has a ' S ' shaped

composition that attracts me to have a proper view of the whole picture.

Although it is written in the artist's biography that this has no meaning to

it, I feel that it is depicting that the artist is trying to show that people tend

to deceive others of their true image alot. This is shown by his wife's hairdo.

She is supposed to have dark-coloured hair, not blonde but just to model this

painting, she has put on a blonde wig. Adding on, she has a fierce looking warrior

holding weapons on her Kimono. It is probably to show that some people are seemingly

dangerous but of a good nature. This painting is able to show two sides of "personality

deceiving". One of which is a person of a kind nature is hidden under a mask of threat,

while the other is of a person whom has a threatful personality hidden under a mask of

harmlessness. The Japanese did of course started the World War II with the Europeans

thinking that they did not have as good technology as they did.

library twice again...

2008-11-13T09:30:00.002+08:00

so here I am in the library AGAIN aGAIN....
yahs...PE lesson,
felt like murdering xxxxxx ridiculous idiot to
noy check his own timetable if there is SS today.
That ain't the thing I am so fuming mad about.
but about --- respect for the country.
came dragging towards me during the national anthem.
and asked: "eh. today got SS not?"
I was like thinking 'can I slap you?'
while on the verge of fumbling through my bag.
when I stopped and realised something.
so I was like *stare coldly* "WAit."
Then as -- stood for a moment,
I went back to standing at attention to the national anthem.
that he dragged back again.
stupid legs, dunno how to walk properly.
go round sliding about, with that idiotic qian bian face.
appearing out of nowhere all of a sudden, bugging ppl .
pretending to be innocent.
blinding someone for a few moments,
enough to make someone fall for it before they realised.
They were tricked.
some teachers don't see what -- is like.
nvm.
spoil my day at the start of school....
fine.
so right before I arrived at the library,
and officially sat down,
that sucker called me.
Saying : "eh! where are you? everybody waiting for you."
yah....right like anybody was.
so I gullibly believed him.
So me Buri and Alanna, well Rachel and gai actually.
went back al the way down.
cool.
like thankyou for being such a responsible '~~~~~~~~~'
I am nice enough not to disclose you.
but congrats that you came in my life's way.
stupid.
I refuse to use vulgarities on you.
you ain't worthy of such words for decent jerks.
just a speck of dust.
Perhaps you are disgracing the name of dust.
what. pissed now?
hurt now?
I doubt so.
but if you are, sorry then cos tts how you treat others.
I should speak and not hide.
although I am not of whom is able tocondemn you,
I do have my rights to release my temper.
SOMEHOW.

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Enough of rantings.
something slightly personal.
okay,
my sis went shopping on tuesday, to buy her friends birthday pressie.
She got a bad scolding from my dad.
I am such a nice person unlike her to have not laugh at her when she was scolded.
guess what,
when I get a scolding, she'd be the one nodding away with my reprimander and start showing funny faces at me, throw insults, whatsoever of such kind.
dumb.
lets see if shew would dare laugh at me again.
how disrespectful towards an elder sister.
I noe I soiund very bossy and high and mighty, arrogant wateva.
but I seriasly can't stand having her talking backl at me
EVERYDAY...
she not tired, I oso tired what.
too much Singlish I suppose?
alright.
I'll speak in shortforms but in proper English.

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It's pretty much of my misfortune to not have
an outstanding CCA,
constantly degrading grades,
oddballs as some 'friends',
Suanners as family members,
a half-english name,(that doesn't even make the least bit sense.)
GARH...
and teachers that chuck hmwrk non-stop and you are unable to blame them.
I do admit that there are times that ppl have disagreed,
but in the end, we are afterall living in the same world,
making things work out the way we and others want.
I guess I am a humourless person, chucked with philosophies of myself's and others.
I am boring, weird-tasted,
some say unique, some say weird,
some say useless, some say talented.
I can't sing well, can't dance very well,
my 124 drawings can't even beat pear's 4 drawings.
Excluding the fact that I screwed my final,
not very much of an entrepreuner,
Fairy-headed,
super detalic,
and has no specific talent,
a superficial all rounder.
which AIN'T A GOOD THING.
Parents that wouildn't even watch my concert,
complain that my art is ugly,
say I am dumb for some reason.
garh...
I am heaving a headache now.
literally.
going off anyway.
Love my sky and trees and water and animal photos!!!<3
tata4now! :)

~~diabolical~~ me signing off...

Library...once again

2008-11-11T13:09:00.002+08:00

okay, HIHIHIHI!!!!!!
lols
hmm...
today.....
yahs......
er......
STOP.
so I am in the school library now, waiting for 1.30pm to arrive....
sianned.
feel pissed...
lets suan someone.
xxxxxx was hitting cards on the table in class just now...
emphasising smth on the cards.
idiotic....
can't xxxxxx just admit that ~ is not -------?
okay guess the person, gender and keyword.
apparently, if you dont noe who it is you wont noe what happen.
hint: Sentosa
sorry and I noe I m evil....
I just can't stand some suckup idiot....
nvm....
YOU DID NOT HEAR NETHING OF SUCH VULGARITIES.....

lalas
so no Beverly for the next few coming days.
happy?
not really...
well, I do admit she can be irritating at times, in fact dumb. XD
( I am typing this only because she noes I always say that and she reads my blog so I dont gv a damn...)
Hammer...hammer....
lols pear is going bonkers over donuts AGAIN!!!
hahas my sis says he is cute =.=
brb someday chem test!!! bb

here's smth funny

2008-11-07T13:28:00.002+08:00

okay so I went out on a fine Saturday to the Marina Barage opening.

yah right after choir went

loads of picts yet to upload. but heres here :)

did this in the indoor galleryXDD

My sis, me and maid XD

bye!

Fashion Design Competition Finals!!!

2008-11-07T12:55:00.001+08:00

Okay so we had a bustling day yesterday.

We practically went bonkers over makeup, costumes and catwalk cheorography.

After all the hoo-ha. we finally came to the end of all the tension.

Guess what?

we were gg YES!!!!! WE GOT THE BEST DRESSED!!!!

okay, although the design didn't turned out as the one I drew,

It was still extremely stunning and looked GORGEOUS on Zhi Dan.

CHIOU BU!!!!!~~

ok, so we made the dress, shuttlecock by shuttlecock, thread by thread.

well till we bled.

AS IN REALLY!!!

Bev got a needle pierced straight into her palm and

me and Zhi Dan got scratches all over.

Well I even got blisters from forcing 196++ shuttlecocks into

17 pieces of stiff hard wire, each with 14 damaged and sharp shuttlecocks.

Credits: Zhi Dan(model)Charis(fantastique make-up) Beverly and Peak Deng (designers) AHS Badminton Team ( donated shuttlecocks) hardware uncles and Aunties down from Simpang (Bubblewrap) The Fashion Team Entropy from AHS(comments) AND LAST BUT CONFIRM NOT LEAST......MIAM ZEE!!! XDD(hardwork, panning.......etc....)

Anyway,

we didn't get into the Finalists prize,

we didn't get into the Merit award,

we didn't get into the most creative materials,

we didn't get third prize,

we didn't get second prize Either......

WE CAME IN CHAMPION!!!!!!!!!!

YAYS!!!!!

BEV WAS LIKE SCREAMING HER HEAD AWAY,

SO DID THE REST OF US.

PEAR WAS LIKE YES! WE AIN'T FINALISTS,

YES! WE AIN'T MERIT!

OMG NOT THIRD OMG NOT SECOND

THEN WE WERE LIKE OMGOMGOMGOGMOGOMG!!!!!!! FIRSTTTT!!!!!!!

THEN THE WHOLE GROUP OF US WERE LIKE JUMPING AWAY CHEERING, SOME STUNNED

MIAM ZEE WAS FLAILING HER ARMS AWAY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STAGE AND SEATS.

WE WERE GOING BONKERS.

LIKE WO3 MEN3 DE GONG1 LAO3 MEI3 YOU3 BEI4 BAI3 FEI4 DIAO4 LE4!!!!!

WE SO DESERVED IT! LIKE HOW MANY DAYS DID WE HAVE OF NO SOCIAL LIFE AT ALL??

SACRIFICED EYOE SOMEMORE.

LAST YEAR WAS PLAIN UNFAIR BECAUSE THE JUDGES WERE FRIKKIN BIASED TO ST. ANDREWS.

SO HUAI4 REN3 HI MEI3 HAO3 BAO4 DE4.

THEN THEY WERE BEING A BUNCH OF SPOIL SPORT.

AFFING AWAY AT US.

LIKE THEY SAID "If AHS can win, anyone else can."

ORE LIKE ITS THE OTHER WAY ROUND.

I PLAIN CAN'T STAND THEM.

'COS THEY WON'T ADMIT THEY LACK ORIGINALITY.

THEY DO THE LAME SAME POSES,

TRIED TO BRIBE THE JUDGE WITH A DAMN ROSE.

AND TRIED TAKING PHOTOS OF OUR BEST DRESSED SO THEY COULD COPY.

LIKE HELLO

ORIGINALITY TAKES FULL UNSDERSTANSING OF THE STYLE AND INTRICATENESS OF THE IDEA HIGHLIGHTS IT.

COPYING WON'T DO THEM ANY GOOD.

NO OFFENCE BUT THEY WERE PLAIN IDIOTIC.

ANYWAY,

THERE WERE 2 BEST DRESS,

THE OTHER GIRL WASN'T THAT GOOD.

HER MATERIALS WERE BORING UNLIKE OURS.

SHE USED ONLY GARBAGE BAG

AND THE TOY MASK SHE HELD WAS BOUGHT FOR NUTS.

ITS JUST THAT THE GIRL IS SUPER CHIOU...

BUT LETS NOT BE LIKE ST. ANDREWS.

SHE DESERVED IT SOMEWHAT....

RUDE PEOPLE THEY ARE.

THEY THINK THEY GUYS THEY BIG.

WE GOT 2 BEARS, AND A GROUP OF HOT GIRLS KAIS.

BORING COSTUMES STILL WANNA COMPETE.

DAMN THEM.

I WON'T BE SO PISSED IF THEY DIDN'T INSULT US.

JEALOUS PEOPLE...

THAT GIRL THAT OSO GOT BEST DRESSED GOT A MUCH BETTTER ATTITUDE THAN THEM.

yahs so we got $1100 Dr Boon was, let's say, elated and proud?

Oh well, we did our best, and laid our heads in the hands of the Lord.

Its Fate and hardwork that brought us thus far.

from the fourth to the FIRST!!!

so, we celebrated at a restaurant at citylink

called TheNewYork.

I ate penne mushrooms with pasta and half a roast chicken.

well, Pear ate half cheesy chicken that Bev kept coping.

W ate Free candy Floss and our table spent $123.59 while the other table spent circa $153??

yahs 吃大餐 XD

Oh here's the fun part.

Since Godwin quit the Fashion competition. ( 活该 who ask him so AP. If he says 'what?' I'd say ask urself what. Some ppl just dunno what's good for him and what's not. Idiot. He won't get any part of the money for nuts! tht's the best part.) Shengyong's the only guy amongst 20+ gurls on those few months.

well, poor thing, we sorta totuired him XDD

We stuffed a knife in his bag then ask him to take out his handphone.

lols everyone was staring.

ThenI realised how suan can Jingwen be.

that chiou bu super smart des.

she shuo huang ke yi bu blink eyes.

and dumb Bev actually believed her,

when she called her not human.

Actually she didn't understand and didn't even realised that she was being suaned.

yahs then Pear led Bev into the guys toilet.

That left us in fits of laughter when we headed for the washroom.

Oh! and we ChearMin, Qianru and Bev were like trying to pluck out Pear's leg hair with Masking tape from the competition XDD

Then he was stuck in between all of us.

oh he raced with a waiter on who was able to catch this crawling insect behind us the fastest,he lost.

Then when we went home,

AnQi and ShengYong were locked out of the train while Serene were separated from all of us and locked out at the same time.

so we asked An Qi and Pear to board the next train and alight at Kallang .

Then as they boarded, Serene exited the train.

So 3 trains were involved in this super DRAMA scene.

then when,we thought that AnQi and Shengyong was on the train which we reboarded at Kallang,

we found out that we forgot about Serene.

Just as we realised, we called Serene and Anqi to all alight at Aljunied.

Well, heres the dumb thing.

Pear lives at KALLANG.

Guess what?

He followed us to Aljunied ==

hahas

we thought he could have went home at Kallang already.

So we wanted to see if he alighted from the second train b4 we board but we didn't see him.

we boarded anyway.

So we finally gathered together at Aljunied and Pear had totake the trainback to KALLANG. XDD

Heres the pissing and silly part.

I live at Eunos and I had to end up wif a fluster of silly gurls. plus a Pear.

I was so near yet so far from home.

XDD

We looked like a bunch of people from IMH co the models have yet to remove their heavy make-up.

Serene had Feathers next to her eues. and the other models had petals and heavy glitter and sequins.

Oh the designers had glitter all over them thanks to me XD

I was playing with a packet of silver glitter that was meant for ZhiDan's headgear XDD

Well, I chucked glitter at some of hem XDD.

Pear as an exception,

he was the most glittered and was an art piece made by Qian Ru.

Well, his fault cause, he was the one who tried dazzling her at the start. XXDD

yahs so, at the endof the day,

Polar Pear had new names.

1) Dazzeree

2) Dazzling Bear/Pear

3) Glitter Boy

4) Glitter Bear/ Pear

yups thats the story.

we had people staring at us of course XDD

oh I forgot,

we sat at some Montel shop outside and had an "illegal gathering"

AnQi and a few other girls like Jojo and Charis started singing Christmas carols

Zhi Dan and AnQi sang the campfire song.

The models took Emo and act cute pictures,and Prank Picts.

Me,Pear and Bev and Lisa and Chearmin and Qian Ru were playing PSP and hp games.

Bev was a giant coper that day.

yups got tons of picts and videos o upload. Go checkout ACp bahs.

XDD

bye!!

P.S. notice I am at home and not in school today XDDD

Pon!!!!!!! no larhs super tired les so give parent's letter.